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A negative emotion is not always a bad thing. Anger. Crabbiness. Frustration. They're not always bad. She asked if I was okay... I paused, and responded "I'm crabby and I don't know how to stop and I don't know why." She abruptly turned around and went away. Instead of offering any kind of empathy, sympathy, or heart-to-heart... she just ran away. She asked about my state of being, and when she heard the response, she just ran away. She's my own mother... I'm supposed to be able to talk to her about anything... aren't I? But instead, here I sit in my room, crying on my bed, because instead of offering any kind of motherly comfort... she just walked back to her tv show. And she wonders why I don't sit out there with her watching tv all the time. I'm not comfortable with her. I'm tense and frustrated and hurt and sad. And I can't even begin to talk her about it. The last time I tried to bring up something that was frustrating...

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