This is for me.
It's time I started writing again. It's time I started healing again.
"It's hard to find out you don't know a person the way you thought you did. It's hard to find out that the face you thought you loved was only a mask."
I went through some real hurt over the past year. I started a new job, I moved, I ended a relationship with my best friend. All within a month. I got divorced. I was lied to. I was hurt. These words don't do justice to what I've been through and felt.
"Life goes on whether you choose to move on and take a chance in the unknown, or stay behind, locked in the past, thinking of what could have been."
If anyone reads this and thinks "you're just a selfish bitch", please note: I. Do. Not. Care. What. You. Think. I am not writing this for you. I'm not writing this as revenge. I'm not writing this for a reaction. I'm writing this for me. And if you then start to question "well why is this a public blog then?" Here's my answer for you: Because I want it to be. Because I want my story known. You can judge all you want. But we're all stories in the end.
If anyone reads this and thinks "you're just a selfish bitch", please note: I. Do. Not. Care. What. You. Think. I am not writing this for you. I'm not writing this as revenge. I'm not writing this for a reaction. I'm writing this for me. And if you then start to question "well why is this a public blog then?" Here's my answer for you: Because I want it to be. Because I want my story known. You can judge all you want. But we're all stories in the end.